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Curiosity always gets the better of me. And I'm not the only one. How do you think online videos like three guys one hammer, 2girls1cup and various gore videos get so many views? Everybody wants to see it. You do too.
My story starts in the time when I got in some kind of depression at age 18 that started after my father passed away. I didn't go to school or work for about a year. I had seas of time, and spent most of it on the internet.
The only thing that would really cheer me up were anonymous image boards. These are the only places where people's true nature comes out. Instead of hypocritical behavior, people tell what's really on their mind. Also I loved getting a good laugh once in a while. I have been able to talk about how shitty my life was and dozens of people showed up actually feeling the same. It felt like friends, even though I didn't know anything about them.
I started to love dark humor. If something terrible happened I loved to instantly make jokes and Photoshops out of it. So did my anonymous friends. Some say you change if you spend too much time on image boards, and I think those people are right.
My depression got worse and as a result I only spent even more time on image boards. My sense of ‘humor’ got darker. I could only get cheered up by terrible trolls and raids. I called people giving them death threats and posted the results on the internet. One time I even called up an airport with a bomb threat disrupting plane trips for thousands of passengers.
Of course, my internet friends thought it was hilarious.
At this point I wasn't on the ‘normal’ part of the internet anymore. The image boards were obscure boards on the deep web (google it if you don’t know what it is). This way people could post terrible illegal content completely anonymous without even a traceable IP-address.
No limits whatsoever. My craving for disastrous content got greater and greater. I couldn't control my craving, for it was the only thing that would satisfy any part of me. My days were basically staying home to browse the web for gore and illegal content 'til the early morning.
The best, or rather worst image board was ‘disasterchan’. People there were probably just like me. Obsessed and addicted to violence, rape, murder. Sometimes an actual killer would show up to show their work. One time a guy posted his own kid, raped, killed and covered in shit and maggots. It made my day. I was addicted to violence. It was like a drug. I needed a bigger dose every day.
My desire for gore got so big not even disasterchan could satisfy me anymore. After another day of pointless browsing I couldn't find my daily shot of violence. I made a thread asking why I couldn't get satisfied anymore. Only one guy reacted posting a link to another chan.
I copied the link and F5'd the page. My post was gone. This was rather strange because threads never get deleted since nothing is extreme enough for this site. When I tried to post again it said I got a permaban with no reason addressed. It made me angry. Why the hell ban me for making a thread like this? Was it because I had complaints about the site?
Despite my anger I realized I still had that other chan on my ctrl+v. It was another .onion link that was only accessible through an untraceable IP.
The site had a completely black layout, there was no picture on the center above like on most image boards. Even the text was black so I had to select all the text to be able to read it. The image board was called ‘YouChan’. At first I thought it was a pretty stupid name and possibly another YouTube ripoff. I wanted to close the site when I realized I had nothing better to do and might as well browse this obscure board for a while.
There was only one news article posted on the home page, the time of posting was actually 5 minutes ago, today. It said ‘Welcome to YouChan’. On the left site of the homepage the different boards were listed.
/necro/ - Necrophilia
/cem/ - cemetery
/b/ - Random
Not many boards, most image boards have about 20 or more. /b/ was a board most sites like this have. It was /cem/ and /necro/ that caught my attention. I had never seen actual necrophilia and I could only guess that /cem/ could have pictures and advice about digging up graves. I decided to visit /cem/ first.
After the page loaded and I scrolled down I instantly froze. I felt fear for the first time in months. Only this fear wasn't amusing or satisfying in any way. I felt cold shivering going up my spine. Ice cold sweat broke out. I saw a picture of my father's corpse lying next to his grave. I knew for sure it was him. I recognized his clothes we buried him in and the grave I designed with my mother. I started to panic. “How the fuck is this possible, who would do this?” When I realized this was possibly an attack on me personally I panicked even more. I selected the text for clues. Nothing. The time of posting. It was posted... In the future. 10 minutes from now.
This was the clue I needed. This crazy fuck wanted me to get to the cemetery in 10 minutes. I ran to my bike and started cycling as a madman. I told myself to relax, but of course I wasn’t able to. I could only think about what I would do to the psycho who dug up my father and was probably waiting there for me.
I got to the cemetery in about 5 minutes, dumped my bike and ran to my father's grave. What I found was indeed the lifeless body of my father lying next to his grave. I fell on my knees and started crying. I couldn't bear to see his face as he was lying there. My father's death was my absolute weak point. The person who did this must've known. After shivering and crying for a few minutes I got a little more relaxed. I started reburying my father trying not to look at his face. I used my hands to dig and put his body back in the broken coffin when I noticed a small note in the pocket of his shirt.
I was totally exhausted. Of course I should've called the police, but even at this point curiosity got the better of me. I got back to my apartment and turned on my computer again. The thread on /cem/ wasn't changed except for the time of posting was now 30 minutes ago.
I still had 2 boards to go. /necro/ and /b/. I almost threw up when I thought about what could be the content of /necro/. Thinking rationally was impossible for me in this state of panic I was in. Of course I clicked.
The shock I went through seeing the next post was far worse than you can imagine. I wasn't able to move for what seemed like hours. It was my mother. Obviously dead. Her facial expression was lifeless and her skin had no tan at all. She was being raped on a bed in what appeared to be a hotel room. The fucking psycho raping her was on the bottom, my mother on her back on top, so there was no way of telling who this guy was. I couldn't watch this anymore. I was tired. I Panicked so much. The time of posting was 2 weeks from now, same exact time. My mother was dead. Despite the shock I was in I had to make my move now and remain as calm as was possible. The killer didn't leave instructions this time, so I decided to call my mom's phone.
- “Mom? You're, alive?”
“Of course I am, what’s wrong?”
I hung up the phone. She was alive. I was so relieved she was still alive. I was able to calm down a little and started analyzing the situation again. She's not dead. Was the picture Photoshopped? It seems impossible even with today's techniques. She was definitely dead in this picture.
I decided to visit /b/ before calling the cops on this. I felt numb, confused, totally exhausted and terrified for what was about to come. I didn't know what to expect now, and you could say I saw the worst thing imaginable. But it wasn't.
On /b/, there was a picture of me. In the same chair I was sitting at that moment. Same clothes. The only difference was that I was dead. No skin tan, no expression. Time of posting: 30 days from now, same time. When I F5'd, the site was gone.
This happened 13 days ago. Of course the police didn't believe me and sent me home saying I shouldn't waste their time with stupid pranks. I had no evidence. I should've thought about making printscreens. My mother thought I was going through a psychosis and extreme paranoia. I didn't want to leave her side. She took care of me the past 13 days saying I should see a doctor and that all this wasn't real. But I knew it was real. I never slept these days. I have done tons of thinking and I still KNOW this happened.
My mother went missing this morning.
Written by Arnxx