Today, I asked my mom if she could buy me an Islamic holy book and a copy of Mein Kampf. One to see how much of a cheap copy of Christianity Islam is and what crack Hitler was smoking when he wrote his own book. Don't know how that thought even entered my head.

Also, I was assigned by my school to write about a historical figure, who I admire. So, I picked Jesus and I swear on my life that if they fail me because they may think Jesus isn't real and that it wouldn't count, I will be pissed beyond imagination.

And starting today, I've been experimenting this new, odd way of handwriting. It looks somewhat like it's written in Arabic language or something, but at least it's better than the way I used to fucking write. God, my handwriting was horrible.

In other news, I've been wanting and wanting even more than before to be a girl, there goes that dream!

In more news, I did a shit-ton of homework today...and actually fucking enjoyed it. In fact, I'm actually tempted to do more. It's just sitting on the desk right next to me, waiting for me to stroke it with a pen...

Anyway, I'm still pissed because earlier today, I was listening to some music and what not, and when my favorite part of Mein Teil was coming up, my fucking player froze.

It's also been hotter than hell in my area and it seems no matter how high I have the cooler on or how fast my fucking fan is spinning, I'm still burning.

Well, I'm off to try to come up with a decent feminine identity for myself, maybe fuck around with a pen and some paper. I don't know...