a be writing about about me for a change and not my anti. So I started off with this, a eh, meh or oh yeah?
"I wasn't such a saint as a child. Innocence was nothing but a sick joke adults fed off of. And I took so much advantage of it.
The lights were unrealistically bright, the sanitary paper on the hospital bed touched through my plastic gown.
With the tube shoved down my throat (the only thing keeping me alive) I was left alone in silence with my thoughts.
Visitors weren't allowed until after noon. My sadist nurse gave me lack luster food knowing I couldn't use either of my hands. I couldn't feel anything at all in fact"
That's all I got so far :/ writers block is a bigger bitch than karma.Read more >
Ugh. She's back. Not she, actually. It. Yeah IT'S back. Slitting my wrist since 2007.I named it pepper. I dunno why just the name a dream of mine told me. She's a lengthy blond who I constantly see slitting my wrist with box cutters for a few years. I thought I killed her. I thought I killed all of them. The others. Seems as if my demons are having a rebirth. Who else likes cake?Read more >
3:31 amIt's three am.Three fucking am. Wide a awake, tossing and turning in wet sheets.Silence keeps screaming at me, bouncing off the walls of my dark Rom. I hate it. I can't be left alone without some sort of noise or music at night, I easily over think. I hate it. Due to my lack of somewhat intelligence and at night, I probably won't post this. I just wanted to feel the essence of something during my darken nights.3:31 amIt's three am.But while my thoughts started rapidly racing, it struck me. I'm always there for people, but nobody is EVER there for me. I defend people, ones I sincerely don't even like at times and I get nothing. Nope. And it hurts, maybe I'm just in my emotions right now, but I don't know. I'm just starting to fear my…Read more >
So like my lack luster of a title, it happened again. Can't say i didn't see it coming (well for the most part).Read more >