I feel like no one gives a shit about me. I find it hard to study, and concentrate while I'm studying, which results in my grades going down, and my parents being dissapointed and angry. Other than that, bullying in school is getting a lot worse, and everyday, going to school I dread what will happen. I get shoved around, made fun of in front of everyone in my class, and have some of my stuff stolen which I can't find.

Because of this I've been pretty depressed, more so because of the bullying, I've been bullied since I was 5, and all that anger and frustration built up inside, and now these are just getting worse. I lash out at my parents at even the slightest things. I'm having suicidal thoughts, I've even tried killing myself several times. I've just lost all the will to live. I feel all alone.

Sorry if this sounds too whiny or emo, I just felt like I needed to get this out.