Have you ever felt intoxicated by a dream? To the point where you would be happy with eternal sleep because the dream would never end? If so, then what happens when it turns bad? So bad that you wake up screaming and crying? No longer wanting it to last, you want it to end... You want to wake up. No longer intoxicated... Enveloped. Swallowed up by this swirling mix of terrorizing emotions, but really only inside your own head. You want to end it, no, you NEED to end it. You need to wake up, but you can't. You can't wake up, because you suddenly realize that you were never asleep. This is no dream. This is your life, as it stands right now. Everything is wrong, and as far as you can see there is nothing you can do to make it right. How do you cope with that? How do you come to terms with the fact that there is no waking up? No way to end the torturing pain, no way to overcome the fear.

This is how most of us live our lives... Never knowing what awaits, or what the next night will bring. We are constantly living in the fear of the unknown.
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