“I hated myself for going, why couldn't I be the kind of person who stays?” ― Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
That pretty much sums up how I feel right now.
If you still don't get the quote (a part of me wishes you won't), then maybe I should blatantly say it to you: "It's about time I leave the Wiki."
Yes, you read it right.
Yeah, as I said, it's about time I leave Creepypasta Wiki. As much as I love to stay here and get some shit done and talk to some friends about udder weird, creepy stuff, my experience here has become so stressful and difficult I find it no longer entertaining or even helpful. If you think that's a bit farfetched, then please remember, you barely know anything about what I've been through. That mig…Read more >
Is anyone here willing to devote their to talk to me? Via email or via FB or via whatever platform you prefer? I have quite a crucial decision to make, and I think anyone's output might be of great help.
Thanks a lot for your support. I really appreciate it.Read more >
- Pre-script: I didn't come here for your sympathies, to be honest. I'm just telling whatever's inside my head.
Hello. If you don't yet know me, I'm RuckusQuantum, also known as Ruckus and Charles. I've been here in the site for more than two years now, and as some of the older users here might know, all those times I had gotten through a lot of ups and downs. My ups were when I managed to post a story that looked good to me - My downs were when that story got deleted (either by request or due to failure to mee the QS).
It was a roller coaster ride of rejoices and grievings, and let me tell you, it's nowhere close to fun (it's daunting). In fact, at some point, things here got so jumpy and trippy for me I almost gave up on this whole writing th…Read more >
Just four days ago, I finally broke down.
Here's everything that had happened four days ago. I know it might sound like not much of a big deal to you guys, but to me... I don't know what to feel anymore. I don't know what to say. I've run out of words to describe how terrible I felt that day. It's been a fucking hell.
So here: despite my distress, I was forced by my peers and teachers to participate in a school contest, or else I'll fail all my primary subjects, which contributes a lot to the pressure. The contest I joined requires its participants—me and my team of writers and fellow artists—to make and design a small newspaper or something under 4 hours. There a three teams in total, two of whom we'll be competing with, and all are as equa…Read more >
Finally, I have managed to read the short story collection Meet the Cast, which is posted here in the Wiki, and let me tell you folks, I had never seen anything as unique and unsettling as these stories. The idea of someone's fate revolving around a small piece of die, in the beginning of this project about two years ago, seemed as a bit too high above the ceiling for me - Mystreve and I shared the same thoughts, yeah - but I was quite surprised to find out these authors were able to pull this project pretty damn well. Now, two years after this collection had been published, I have now harbored the courage and patience to give this extremely lengthy piece a read... and I can say that I don't and will ever regret my decision.
Soon after readi…Read more >