Hey guys. Ruckus here, and... yeah, I'm here to give you a quick update regarding my current condition.
So much stuff has happened here since I left the Wiki a few months ago. One I noticed instantly is the redesigned interface. Actually - I'll be honest - I'm not too fond of the dark red-gray theme of the site. I still prefer the old all-black theme. But I want to give the credit where it's due, so congrats and my dearest thanks to Psychobilly for successfully breathing life into this, dark horrific drylands.
Moving on, I don't really have anything big to say about myself. I triumphed over my depression long ago, long before I wrote this blog. Took a two-week vacation to celebrate Christmas, which is particularly crappy this 2016 (2016 in g…Read more >
I know I told everyone I will not come back to this damned place again. But somehow, for whatever reason, I did. I don't know what came to my mind when I asked Jay to unban my account, but it just happened.
So, I'm back, okay.Read more >
“I hated myself for going, why couldn't I be the kind of person who stays?” ― Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
That pretty much sums up how I feel right now.
If you still don't get the quote (a part of me wishes you won't), then maybe I should blatantly say it to you: "It's about time I leave the Wiki."
Yes, you read it right.
Yeah, as I said, it's about time I leave Creepypasta Wiki. As much as I love to stay here and get some shit done and talk to some friends about udder weird, creepy stuff, my experience here has become so stressful and difficult I find it no longer entertaining or even helpful. If you think that's a bit farfetched, then please remember, you barely know anything about what I've been through. That mig…Read more >
Is anyone here willing to devote their to talk to me? Via email or via FB or via whatever platform you prefer? I have quite a crucial decision to make, and I think anyone's output might be of great help.
Thanks a lot for your support. I really appreciate it.Read more >
- Pre-script: I didn't come here for your sympathies, to be honest. I'm just telling whatever's inside my head.
Hello. If you don't yet know me, I'm RuckusQuantum, also known as Ruckus and Charles. I've been here in the site for more than two years now, and as some of the older users here might know, all those times I had gotten through a lot of ups and downs. My ups were when I managed to post a story that looked good to me - My downs were when that story got deleted (either by request or due to failure to mee the QS).
It was a roller coaster ride of rejoices and grievings, and let me tell you, it's nowhere close to fun (it's daunting). In fact, at some point, things here got so jumpy and trippy for me I almost gave up on this whole writing th…Read more >