To anyone that happens to keep up with my blog, I apologize for my absence.  So much has been going on in my life that I have been unabe to get online and actually enjoy writing or even reading much of anything.

Here's what's been going on.  I FINALLY got medicaid for my kids.  Its been a myriad of appointments.  I got new glasses (thank goodness) and neither kid needed any.  Again, thank goodness.  They had well checks too, which ended up with a referral for my elder son to see a psychologist which in turn ended up with him starting ADHD medication.  I still have a gynocologist appointment to go to, to find out whether or not my ovarian cyst is JUST a cyst or whether its cancer.  Hopefully I'll know within about two weeks.  And I have another eye appointment to drain a sty on my left eye that's been there for roughly 6 months now. 

Besides that, I'm in the middle of applying for government assisted housing because as of today, I cannot live where I am.  My mother and her boyfriend both fell off the wagon (you name it, they started it up again) and its a seriously fucked up situation for anyone involved.  My mom told me today that she's leaving here payday (the first of May) which gives me zero time to get into my new place because of the application and approval process.  So yeah, fuck me.  Like seriously, just... fuck me.  One step forward, a million steps back.  Which brings me to my next point.

I have a couple of friends who are currently willing to help me pay the deposit for the new place, and turn my electricity on and also to get my GED.. I'm in the middle of trying to get financial aid for me to go to college.  I want to go into forensics. 

I don't know who's going to read this... nor do I really care, but I appreciate it if you do.