Well, it seems that an entire year of my life has left me. Everything I have ever done or tried to do for this place drained away in the click of a button. Fucking hell, I must look pretty pathetic to you all right now, don't I?
Being mod, I was given a sense that I was doing something, helping people, actually doing SOMETHING with my life, that I am not just the nerdy, pathetic, autistic little failure I am. But I guess it is time for me to face reality.
I have done so much in order to be here, I have argued, gone behind my family's back, faced punishments from my parents just so I could try and be here for you people if I'm needed...
At the risk of sounding even more pathetic than I am already, I cared about you guys. I know this is an onli…Read more >