I'm not gonna drag this out. I'm moving on. I'm preparing another place for me to hang out, and I may very well be the only one there, but it has to be done. Things have been heading downhill here for a while, and I now feel it's time to just let it go. I have a lot of issues with this place, but nothing too terrible. I just need a fresh start. I'll be hanging around for a few more days, and then I'll be stepping down as admin. The other place is still under construction, but it's coming along.
I really appreciate everything so many of you have done for me these past few years, and I mean that. If anyone needs to get in contact with me they can still message me here, and I'll get the notification on the other wiki. I know a few will laugh. I'm well aware that it's not going to be some huge site like this one, but I want to do it anyway.
If anyone would like to visit me but you don't want to publicly ask me on my talk page, email me at jayten1984 at gmail dot com (I think everyone can put that together properly). Also, due to some of the psychological things I'm dealing with, I will not be responding to any comments left on this blog, but I will read them. It will be too awkward for me, but I don't want anyone thinking I don't care.
I do want to say that I think something needs to change here. When I showed up here nearly three years ago, this place bounced around among the top ten wikis, even hitting number one. I noticed this past fall, we were hanging around in the forties. I recently checked and we are now out of the top one hundred wikis. I will accept my part of the responsibility for this, but I really think it's rather obvious that something needs to change. If the wiki starts bouncing back after I leave, then we'll know the reason ; )
On that note, I will say goodbye for now. I will be around until Monday I think, then you'll have to find me elsewhere.
P.S. I also want to mention that the "thanks for everything" mentioned above is also extended to those whom I no longer communicate with.