It's going to be my birthday next week on the 21st and I am not looking forward to it. Why? Because I am turning twenty.....yeah. That means my teen years are gone forever and I liked being a teenager, most of the time. I had fun being a teenager besides the awkward peroids and stuff, and I'm not ready to become an adult; and becoming 20. The big two, zero!!!

When I turned 18 and 19 I felt old, in my head I said "Yup I am getting older older!........"

I don't know how to cope with thisright aand I need help.

ps Or I should get a grip?