FWD:FWD: The following coincides with an incident I encountered myself last year. What would start as a fun, erotic endeavour into making money quick would soon turn into a horrifying reality for all of those involved. It all started with me filming that last fucking thing three years after retiring...

"The people at Brazzers sure don't have problems with getting naked chicks to do stuff for them, so why can't we?" I'd ask myself. How truly ignorant I was.

Me and my three buddies began filming our first film on May 11, 2012 in hopes of making it big and striking oil in the porn business. We rented a high-end HD canon, some REAL juicy sound gear and a top dollar room in Miami, Florida for two nights. Took every bit of savings I ever had but I just KNEW that I'd get it all back(including about two grand in spending money).

The first trick of the night was to get there, unpack, get settled and hit the streets for some ladies to do what we wanted for cold cash. In all honesty, it was much easier then we thought it would be. We met the first girl and made some serious gold with our first night, the second and third coming in a short time later as we made three separate flicks for our catalog. A woman used per our two actors Jo and Robby as well as another guest at the hotel who had the charisma of a young John Holmes. Spent only three hundred dollars between them so with our success starting off big, we partied with them for the rest of the night, save for the other guest who disappeared later that night.

The next morning, the hangover couldn't even hold us back as we started searching for our next investments. They came in the forms of three separate, equally attractive ladies, the third being the hottest one we'd come across yet. After getting the first two out of the way, we found this third beauty in the hotel's bar who'd been there since the night before when we arrived. She mentioned how she knew what we were doing and went onto ask if she could get a piece of the action. When I throughout how much we'd need to pay her, she said we'd get to that eventually. Finally, before heading back up to our incredibly awesome villa we asked her what her name was. She said her name was Vinessa with an "I".

As my sound operator Jen began setting up for the shoot, the rest of us had a hard time keeping our eyes off of Vinessa. As she made herself a drink and talked with us, she began to remove her clothes and show us her incredible array of tattoo artwork. The body she had told a story, starting between her breasts where a beautifully drawn heart connected to the belly, an arrangement of blonde thorns connecting them together. The thorns, matching her equally bright hair went around her torso to her back where a series images would begin to fall short of the beauty, instead seeming tragic. The thorns were now bleeding, as if someone had cut themselves over a blonde rose bush and dripped it onto the vine. The faces were of beautiful women whose emotions seemed rather unsettling, something that made us all a bit uneasy.

We went onto begin filming once a now uncomfortable Jen was ready but Vinessa told us that she had been in porn before and didn't need to be rushed. She went onto use my laptop and retrieve her "references", which came in the form a an all female orgy. We began to enjoy this video but then something disturbing popped up... a video where a man rapes a chihuhua and laughs at the camera. She allowed the whole video to play until it went fuzzy, none of the rest of able to move at that point due to the shock.

After viewing this footage, Jen asserted that Jen should go but Vinessa implored otherwise, stating it was just a pop up on the site. We stood in silence, questioning the next course of action on what was originally a fun weekend... then, it all went bad.

The front desk sent up security to kick us out, someone having seen our browser through the wifi connection in the hotel and ratted us out. As they banged on the front door, Vinessa began crying and apologizing, stating that she has no choice before picking up a knife and slicing it down her wrist. Security burst into the room and found us all in a state of shock, Vinessa now bawling in horror as if she had been raped herself. We were all arrested and taken to the police department save for Vinessa, who died on the way to the hospital after slicing open a vein.

We would go onto be interrogated, treated horribly by the local officers and eventually become locked away in holding. I tried to post my own bail but they withheld my right to use the phone thinking I was gonna use it to make others involved aware of our arrest. Apparently, the person who reported us to the front desk said that the rapist from a similar incident in North Carolina was one of us and that we had moved up from animals to people. I have no idea what in the fuck they're talking about... this was supposed to be my instant success!!!

Finally... I witnessed something horrible and discovered why the police were being so harsh. They allowed us to review the same footage we were filming and to our horror, the man who was raping the dog turned out to be the hotel guest we used in our third session. The police pressured us to reveal the man had been wanted for the murder of Vinessa and at least six other people as of last month, among many possible others. We told him that he was most likely the one who ratted us out in the hotel, as he was simply hired out of the blue and things seemed to get easier. We were eventually released after they confiscated all of our footage and equipment.

Now, a few months later we are all dealing with this in our own ways. Jo and Robby don't talk to me while Jen has become obsessed with tracking down the bastard herself, using her fathers credintials as an attourney. We have come to the conclusion that he had kidnapped Vinessa sometime ago and brainwashed her over time. It would appear he does this in an attempt to remain one step ahead of the law while doing... WHAT EVER the hell it is that he's trying to do. Throughout the internet, several people claiming to have seen the video have come forward and say that the footage was seemingly FORCED onto them before they were arrested in connection with the footage. There was even a story written by a man who had been in the video, holding the camera while laughing along at the incident with the man he calls "Holly", though he claims he cannot recall the incident at all. He's offering a reward for the capture or incrimination of this guy, so who the hell knows how that'll go given his involvement. He also went onto warn us that even after our initial ordeals, Holly somehow always finds you. "You see this video, it's only because he want's you too" he says. The harassment will not end apparently, the only way out being in your death by your own hands.

It has become clear that this "Holly" guy is very real, posting bizarre blogs throughout the web about his endeavours and horrific actions. We feel that our very lives are in danger now and I am attempting to leave town tonight. Pray for me if you believe enough and if you find yourself looking to get rich quick, my best advice is to stay as far away from pornography as possible... Holly will find you.

The following diary was posted online shortly before the disappearance of its author, following the suicide of his friend's "Robby" and "Jo". Displaying this is my way of continuing the search for the man who ruined my life and the lives of those he comes into contact with... for our burdens go onto today.