The pain is driving me insane.
I'm sure you can't imagine that fucking searing white-hot pain you read about in books, all the time doubting it ever really existed. The type of pain that makes you feel as powerless as a fucking ant under a bored kid's magnifying glass.
The feeling of a rusty needle, slowly but surely being pushed through your eardrum. The worst part? I can hear it. I can hear the flakes of rust grating slowly against the edges of the weeping wound in my eardrum. I can hear that the further the needle goes in, the thicker it gets.
I'm praying I go deaf soon, so I don't have to hear the frantic giggling of the man that's forcing it in.