What do you do when you're at school, with no work to do, and you're extremely bored?
You start thinking. What happens when you start thinking?
You get scared, become sad, become mad, or insane.
When you hit insanity, reality becomes blocked.
Once reality is blocked, there's no turning back. You start hearing things. Even seeing things.
You start reading words that aren't there. You go into a blank state of mind.
You start talking to yourself, answering life's questions.
And what happens when the teacher finally gives you work?
You forget the answers to life. You go back to that scary normal state of thinking about the answers that teacher wants.
It's horrible. It's disgusting. And there is no way out until you die.
No matter what, you are always learning, thinking, talking, breathing, until you die.