Sometimes I follow through, sometimes I am too scared to, and that upsets him. While I sleep, he sends me images of Hell, people dying, me killing people. I think of killing people all the time, and I think of Hell, being there, sending people there by sacrifices, especially sinners because they deserve the eternity of torturing.
I know Satan loves me, he has told me so. I get people all the time, either online, in person when I least expect it, and they tell me I am the Queen of Hell and that Satan has sent them for me. I love the thrill of pain, on myself, and on others. When I was younger, I would beat people up, just to see them cry. I know the devil is pleased with what all I have done in my life, and I shall never ask God for forgiveness. I belong in Hell, where I am loved and wanted. No one can separate me or Satan, he loves me, and I love him. He is my true father. And I shall forever follow his orders, I will no longer make mistakes, I will try and do what he says from now on, I want him to be pleased with me. He is so beautiful, and he says I am beautiful, too. I used to cut myself, cutting pentagrams into my body, and writing "I love Satan" everywhere. I even write in my diary about him. Satan watches over me. Now and forever.